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Stepping Til The A.M., R.I.P. DJ AM

Posted on 08/30/2009
i was one of those grumpy quasi music experts who dismissed neo
electronica as mindless cocaine drivel.
a means to get your inner sharon stone on in the middle of the club
body rock on.
no merit whatsovever.
i made my disdain vocal back then.
thank god.
without it i woulda never met my friend adam goldstein. djam_erin_voake.jpg

without getting uber dramatic about it i will say that of all the dj's
that i've encountered
in my life (i could write a bajillion paragraphs on flash, jay, jeff,
cash, cosmic kev, primo, muro, kon, amir, wolf, z, king britt, medina, and
cosmo) i believe its safe to say that adam's influence has effected me
the most.

why?

he truly taught me the art of taking risks.

we first met at a maxim superbowl party in 2005. as usual i was
shocked that he was in awe and happy to see me. he told me of his
philly roots and INSTANTLY stopped his uber pulsed 130 bpm electronic
fest that at that point even i will admit had me even hypnotized
--well this being my first type of party of this stature in which ever
cliche was going on around me on some sex, drugs, rock n roll
ish------to start playing....real hip hop?

i yelled "no man! dont do that for my benefit! do you see that 5 girl
make out fest on the floor? put that Daft back on man!!"

he laughed at me. "its past 1am....they're already warmed up"

i didn't get it but he taught me the 1am rule. he said you spend the
first two hours in foreplay "warming them up"---but the second that
1am arrives (presuming the crowd has um....."warmed up" at the bar and
whatnot") THIS is when you establish your legend. you take risks and
you use their vulnerable state to truly establish an imprint in their
memory bank.

djam_mirrors.jpg

that night i was jaw dropped at how this mofo found a common thread
between michael jackson, herbie hancock, alan thicke's "different
strokes theme", a diplo Seinfeld remix and james brown.

that night changed my life forever.

and im not the only dj to tell this story.

those not in the know can scoff "blah blah nicole ritche" all they
want"---dude was a maverick in the highest order.

i changed my entire approach to djing and my approach to how i
listened to music. yes you've heard me use that quip before when
describing the late great j dilla as well. but that is using all music
to create music. now i have to use all my knowledge of music to SHARE
music.

i mean of course i love the andy griffith theme...but how do i make it
work in a club context?

see! you have adam to thank all those times you've heard me go from:

-a breakbeat sample
-the song that used that sample
-a jazz song from the 40s
-some commercial ish i would never imagine in a bajillion years
playing 10 years ago
-some crazy underground ish you aint up on
-some rock ish that my 80s patrons remember their big sibbling
listening to back in the day
-some funk jam their aunt and uncle played at the bar b que
-some real hip hop
-some disco song....

djam_jtaustin.jpg

i mean i can go on and on and on.....i started treating records like
they were 10,000 piece puzzles that i had to assemble the right way in
order for you to have a good time....

before i just showed up and played whatever. never giving a thought to
a strategy.

now i spend a minimum of 20 hours some days before testing and prepping
each step i take at the booth.

how can i shock em?
how can i move em?
how can i make em say "YO MAN HE IS MY FAVORITE DUDE ON TURNTABLES?!"
how can i match that night at the maxim party that i first saw DJ AM?

---adam was a humble man.

he loved music.
we aimed for hours sharing treats.
he was NEVER stingy with sharing his records and music with me
he put his money where his mouth was: i knew alot of cats who get the
spotlight and never use that moment to enlighten someone.

the fact that he used that light to bring aboard his mentor dj jazzy
jeff WITH him to introduce jeff to a whole nother audience is an
INCREDIBLE GESTURE.

he was a stand up dude. he spoke of his health issues that he had when
he was younger and sometimes we just spoke on ish having nada to do
with the latest kanye remix or a breakbeat.

that dude was one of my favorite teachers. with the exception of dj
jazzy jeff, you will rarely to NEVER catch me in the club unless i
have to dj myself. but EVERYTIME he was in town i came to learn.

this is a sad sad sad painfully sad loss.

peace be with his family and friends and all who loved him.

-one love ad.

?uesto
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October 29, 2009 - 10:37:57 PM
wuvilliany: ...
Truly Great and always spreading the love!
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October 22, 2009 - 09:29:45 PM
doggface: ...
wow i didn't even know he passed....after the air crash I thought he had 9 lives.
shocked & sad x
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September 14, 2009 - 01:58:49 PM
blackthought: ...
great write up Quest.
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September 07, 2009 - 01:08:11 PM
DJ Rukiss: ...
?uest, man its sad that I have been following Jazzy for so long and I stumbled upon AM and was lost n the sauce man. Sadly he passed away months later... There is no better way that I could put it, well written. He will be missed and I long for the day to meet him in spirit. RIP and keep spinnin DJ, I am working on it!

Rukiss
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September 03, 2009 - 02:31:06 AM
Peaceshine3 AKA Pablo: ...
I really am unfamiliar with the cat. But from the explanation given Questo...he was a lover of audio like many of us here.

Peaces and Blessings
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September 02, 2009 - 02:26:39 PM
Meredith Salenger: ...
Adam was the sweetest kindest man. He was a friend for over 12 years. He cared about his family, his mom, he organized charity fundraisers for MS, he loved his cat Muggsy, he was a GREAT GUY a beautiful soul. and I will miss him much. AHMIR... thank you for such a well written tribute. I am so sad he is gone.
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September 01, 2009 - 10:32:35 AM
DEV FROM ABOVE: ...
thank you
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September 01, 2009 - 09:34:29 AM
DEV FROM ABOVE: ...
QUESTO, you have a way with words man...I appreciate that you just broke down for everyone what AM was really doing at his gig...IT WAS MIND BLOWING....I DRAW SO MUCH INSPIRATION FROM DJ AM in my sets, I was hoping to work with him someday...I didn't know the man personally but I feel like we lost a piece of something great when he died. WHAT AN AMAZING DJ HE WAS!!! NEVER FORGET DJ AM....thanks so much for your story Questo !!
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September 01, 2009 - 07:36:48 AM
DJ Mattie-O: ...
God's speed...
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September 01, 2009 - 02:36:35 AM
DSMITH: ...
Yo man, I never really heard this cat spin but just reading this enlightened me on how he truly loved music period. Fuck all them DJ's that only play "exclusives" and that radio shit; I want to hear shit I haven't heard before...as long as it makes you want to move. RIP DJ AM, Quest...I gotta catch you next time you in DC. I've been telling EVERYBODY that's where the party is and haven't even been there myself!
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August 31, 2009 - 06:34:40 PM
don kwon: ...
This guy actually knew music & gave a damn when he dj'd. Unlike 99.9% of all club dj's today who only know 20 songs that are on the radio.
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August 31, 2009 - 05:34:27 PM
sirrrr: ...
Real talk. I was fortunate enough to see him spin a few times at a few different types of venues and dude was soo versitile. He played to the crowd, if it was a cheesed out bottle-service place he played more mainstream ish if it was more of a hip hop crowd he could play the real shit with the best of them if it was a hipster party he could rock that crowd. AM was so versitile which is really the mark of a great dj. He could move any type of crowd and he was still creative and innovative as hell with his scratching and mixing. More importantly he was a good and humble person. RIP AM
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August 31, 2009 - 01:49:51 PM
Kastro01: ...
R.I.P
You were truelly great.
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August 31, 2009 - 06:36:55 AM
dj Knick Knack `: ...
AM was a fucking beast on the decks he had TECHNICS as a Tatt!!!! thats DEEP. much love and respect 2 AM... he will be missed!!!!
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August 31, 2009 - 01:12:26 AM
@RoParrish: ...
It couldn't of been said any better Quest...

R.I.P. DJ AM
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August 30, 2009 - 11:48:48 PM
Samalans Choi: ...
DJ AM was a celebrity DJ and we celebrate what today?
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August 30, 2009 - 07:27:14 PM
Texas T: ...
I respect your words but everything you said to describe his act is actually dj'ing 101.
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August 30, 2009 - 06:56:23 PM
DJ Defy: ...
Kani Saburi Ayubu:

Compliments of the man himself from his twitter page:

https://www.box.net/shared/bczbp458pu

Just peep his Twitter account http://twitter.com/DJ_AM he graced followers with links to download some classic sets.
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August 30, 2009 - 05:35:38 PM
Kani Saburi Ayubu: ...
Never heard him rock, on da real, I never even knew who he was until he passed. But I'm not a big club head and I'm way down south. Does anyone have a link where you can check his work out. The way Questo talking got me wanting to check some of his stuff out. - Kani Ayubu, The Black Art Depot
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August 30, 2009 - 03:26:02 PM
DJ DEFY: ...
Listened to a a live mix DJ AM placed on the web while AM was mixing @ the club. Dude WAS and his music IS incredible. Just when you thought your crate diggin skills were @ a comfortable level, you'd hear AM throw on just a crazy mix session, with Disco/ROCK/JAZZ/etc. That's what originally drew me to AM. Never one to be afraid of playing 'obscure' records in a venue that typically doesn't cater to the abstract. You're right Quest he truly demonstrated how to SHARE music with others. AM's music WILL live on 4ever!!!
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August 30, 2009 - 02:59:47 PM
aknoblach: ...
Thanks for sharing this with us ?uest.

RIP AM
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August 30, 2009 - 12:53:53 PM
Sneakrhed: ...
MJ, Baatin, now AM...

?uest this piece was great.

I dont understand where all these AM haters came from, all of a sudden hes a wack DJ who didnt contribute anything to music?

Fuck that.
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August 30, 2009 - 12:06:32 PM
?uest: ...
Through your sharing you are also the teacher brother! I met you in Kansas City years ago at the Okay Player Tour. It is still to this day, my favorite concert of all time.

If you beat a drum or play a record you have that same beautiful love for music that Adam had. Keep that passion and you will truly honor his spirit. Love ya bro!

JT Quick
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August 30, 2009 - 11:26:41 AM
mi$ter iLL: ...
i was one of those people who automatically hated on him before ever hearing him. then i caught a few sets and i understood. dude was a beast; also the first person i ever saw use serato to its fullest potential. rip
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August 30, 2009 - 11:15:33 AM
mixtapebros: ...
great heartfealt love right there Quest
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August 30, 2009 - 11:09:37 AM
Starr McFarland: ...
Wow. What a heart-felt tribute. I never grieve or the loss of someone. It's always best to do what you did here and remember them and how they affected your life.
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August 30, 2009 - 10:16:31 AM
IamCROS1: ...
Rest in Peace

Dude was a monster on the tables no doubt. He will definitely be missed in the dj community and hip hop in general.

Thanks for sharing.

peace
CROS1
www.ArmoryHipHop.com
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August 30, 2009 - 10:03:35 AM
@rebelcontent: ...
"now i have to use all my knowledge of music to SHARE
music."

This should be the mantra for the whole music business. DJ AM was generous with music and his success flowed from that generosity.
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August 30, 2009 - 09:58:05 AM
Ailenka: ...
Sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing his impact on you, with us. Hopefully, his legacy will live on in those who he influenced.
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August 30, 2009 - 09:58:00 AM
prooker: ...
DJ AM is one of my heroes. He's one of the reason I started spinning. For anyone who really listened to him, they saw something so special.

Keep rocking AM.
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August 30, 2009 - 09:55:19 AM
Shaun P: ...
There's been so much death this year, from Vernon Forrest to Baatin, to DJ AM, cats who have yet to reach 40. Just goes to show you how precious and short life is, RIP.
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August 30, 2009 - 09:22:54 AM
McSwiggins: ...
Amazingly well written accout of your feelings..

Thanks for sharing
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August 30, 2009 - 08:48:17 AM
Kawaski "KCentric" Nelson: ...
Well written and definitly heartfealt!

I hear the respect you had for Adam and I feel the love too.

Thanks for sharing!

Rock on AM....

-k
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August 30, 2009 - 08:44:33 AM
LuvlyRta: ...
Well written; thanks for sharing that.
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August 30, 2009 - 08:36:36 AM
d.lebrun: ...
RIP
May he remain a constant thought and never a distant memory.
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August 30, 2009 - 08:14:22 AM
jack white: ...
beautiful

r.i.p adam
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August 30, 2009 - 05:42:41 AM

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